so hurt!

*sigh*
ouch!
i'm hurt! AGAIN!
he already found his everything...
well, i'm so happy for him but sad for me...
well, i've been really tring to move on...
i really am...TRYING!
trying not to text or call him...
trying not to visit his page...
but then again...here i am...
can't help but take a look...
even just a glimpse...
and that's what i saw...
"she's my everything!"
ouch!
who's even "she"?
not replying to my text messages...
not replying to my comments...
or any other messages...
while replying to others...
maybe i should really not bother to care, right?
maybe i should just leave!
maybe he just wanted me to feel that he doesn't want me around anymore...
even as a friend...
and i don't want to stay anymore coz it's hurting me more!
is it really this difficult to move on?
i thought i've moved on...
but everytime he comes in my memory...
my feelings are all coming back in a flash..
all those hardwork of moving on, they're all gone!
how i wish these feelings for him just vanish in thin air...
how i wish i never met him at all...
how i wish he was never my bestfriend...
how i wish our paths did not cross...
since, we're not meant...
ouch! i'm sorry to all my friends...
because i think i can't really move on at this moment..
*sigh*
i'm so stupid!