scared...

he told me that somebody told him that he's a good friend...
and that he would be a great bestfriend...
and my world stopped when he told me that...
i fell into silence and i didn't utter a word for a moment...
he asked me why i was silent...
and told me not to worry because he doesn't always go with those people...
but, i still feel scared...
i'm afraid to lose my best bud...
i'm far away from home...
and i'm far away from him...
that person, whoever that was...
he or she's closer to my bestfriend, in terms of distance...
which means that i could be easily replaced...i guess...
but if one day my bestfriend will find that person a better bud than me...
i'll let go...
coz there's no more reason to hold on...
*sigh*
i feel so..i don't know...
sad maybe...worried... :c